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Take it up (with such an old word)

2010-07-19T22:38:00.004+08:00

So... how long have i been missing this...

Apparently, I got time and in da mood to really (and finally) get back here for some reflection... Self-reflection.

How have i changed? Been a lil self conscious recently, just so to observe how i go about with others, in our circle. I'm glad. I'd pulled it off and have flipped to a better page... I speak better, my mind twitch faster, i laugh louder, and my presence is much vivid till it managed to be print into others' mind.

Goodness.

If you know I've craved this for long. I traded it with emotions, tears, anxieties, and so much more that you might probably questioned it's worthiness.

And, yes. All worth it. Sometimes I'm still in surprise to found out people actually remember me and know my name?

How sweet it is from the inside...

God Bless. Love.

Still long way ahead and yet many more foot prints to be planted. Take it up, the challenges. Embrace it (though it's such an old word).

Kids, we're going home!

2009-11-30T00:57:00.010+08:00

Been on bumpy trails recently. No, no, no, was about few months now.

" You're lost. Where are you right now? Hiking? Under water? It's all nicely done last time when you just joined in, do you know that?" they said.

How could the lost man knows where he went wrong nor the direction to get back in track? I didn't even know where and what went hay wire. But I'm glad I did now... I guess......

Review to my attitude and thoughts meeting strangers (clients) as a freshly-join-society's, vivid enthusiasm apparently, now, turns... mouldy.

Hell! So where did I left the Key-to-dream?

"Hmm... so what's your dream again, mate?" Thanks, good question.

***

You know, walking without calling or goal is just as hard as crossing the deep... deep... deep deep swamp. No. Harder. Cause' you don't know why you should be crossing over and what's waiting at the other side.

Confession: I got lost in touch with my creativity and love for art long time. How those small, little decors cheer me up and colours that brighten my days. I LOVE THEM, FOR GOD'S SAKE! I L.O.V.E THEM! How cruel I've become to abandoned my babies... EVILLL! Stay there kids! Ma ma's coming! We're going back home! Going back to retrieve and for good.

Will be good... Everything will be just fine and better this time. Amen!

*fingers crossed**

179 degree

2009-10-09T00:25:00.004+08:00

It was of 179 degree since 17th April 2009. The skin colour, facial features, body heights, language spoken, and all those colourful cornea... I long for huge warm hugs. These shoulders around are slightly narrow and cold. I couldn't even dance whole heartedly when the wild ones are half a world apart. They are my beat and rhythm. Walking through the city in the middle of the night, with a can of beer at one hand, and raise up to the sky(waving) at another. The yellow taxi sign that eventually thrown down into the sea, the uncivilized act at the side of the public trash bin, and the possibility of getting caught in video at the Le Meridian... Those are the days... I couldn't afford to leave everything now nor I could least stand the intrigue of jumping back in again.

17042009

乱。奔

2009-02-02T23:28:00.009+08:00

三天半后。。。

“哇哈！我抵达沙巴了。痛痛快快的玩一场吧！把所有来自世界各地的参与者变成朋友，好好地结交，认识认识”。

三天半前。。。

“我快被烦死了。手头上还有很多很多的事务没完成。。。还有一些用具没买，用品店又不会去，要问人。。。最最最讨厌问人详细资料（尤其是问路）。每一次都好像没完没了的麻烦别人。我，路名加地名白痴。永远不会去留意和牢牢记住。记方向一流,但遇到没去过的地方可不管用了。哎！。。。

最烦的还是非为‘赞助人’把设计赶工莫属。
（“死懒虫，你活该!”“闭嘴!这是我的部落格，不许插嘴。”
“对方是个大牌（国际名牌）哦，好好的做吧，你的standard也容不下一点散失吧。”）

.............................................................................................

这段期间好像坐了好几趟不用钱的美国过山车（都拿细胞来换）。
认识了一些朋友，干了一些事；没来得及干一些事，得罪了一些朋友。
买了些新物品，也弄坏了些旧东西。很烦但有时却兴奋地睡不着觉。
想脱离现实的世界却又想迎接毫不知晓的未来。。。

想时间就此止住。很久很久没发呆了，好怀念啊。。。

“就让音符包围着吧。”
“shhh。。。你听。。。”

Andy Warhol, I made it! (again)

2008-11-21T15:32:00.005+08:00

Hoolala
Task 2: Stop dust before my 'glass-already-broken-cupboard'.

Yipeeeee~~
:D

Andy Warhol, I made it!

2008-11-20T16:58:00.008+08:00

Huaala... Begin the Art + Crafts class shall we?
Task: Stop visitor's eye before my bro's cupboard.

My bro is very well known of his free- style.
Things were never clean and tidy after him.
To stop him putting shame on our family.
I shall get things done! NOW!
8D

Wahahhaha...

Prepare prepare...

where did I get such a number of carton box?
shhh...I secretly hide the used one while worked as a Fruit Juice promoter.
:p

Yihaaa... Andy Warhol, I made it!

:D

老港正传

2008-11-18T12:58:00.005+08:00

发生在英殖民时期的香港故事，我看见的却是现在身旁的影子。

剧中的妻子和母亲，毛舜筠，
好像晚上八点多、刚下班回家便独自埋头烧菜的大姨。
好像眼见一个个朋友都换了新房子、
而自己却还没能自信的邀人到府上坐坐的二姨。
也好像帮忙打扫、用尽劳力只为赚取一次就用完的卖菜钱的四姨。

而我也帕自己像那一事无成的儿子。
有着小聪明，却没有那脚踏实地、到外头去闯的恒心。
俗称‘来讨债的孩子’。

。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。

今午问了Richard,
“若毕业半年后才找工作还行吗？”

“很难” “现在市道越来越差，最好现在（还没毕业）就找到工作了。”

那…我去沙巴三个月后，还会有市场价值吗？

“你们（学生）就是这样，
希望毕业后放个长假去玩才上班。到时候就太迟了……”

那…若我不是去玩而已呢？

。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。

影片最后是个还可以的结局。
‘还可以’，这样就够了吗？

Ah Ma wrote me a 'comment'

2008-09-17T00:31:00.007+08:00

Wahahha, told you my English is better than yours. But now me too understand why you got good result in your English test. Yes, your vocab is quite good, but i can speak better than you. Haha *happy happy*.

So surprise that you 'found' my blog and wrote me this.
I LOVE YOU.

*By the way, i thought it's 'ugly ducking' than goose? Lol 8D

Yesterday, i met a guy...

2008-09-12T00:08:00.005+08:00

5 minutes to 6.30pm, just as i opened the door, a bright smile took its place and brighten the day(evening actually).

He handed over the survey form. I took it and surprised by the small and neat handwriting (compare to some other careless restaurant runner's), his makes me feel respected.

Hours filled with the introduction of the unfamiliar Korean food, his-story... and the perfect warm bright smile with a pair of clear brown eyes. It's been quite a time since such a lovely smile came by, i doubt i remember when. The blues finds their way home and never appear since then, until now, a day has passed.

Hey, wait. I do remember one. My friend, Samantha, does have a similar one. A smile which influences and melt the ice that built subconsciously.

Yesterday, I met a guy... he has a perfect smile that promises a wonderful evening and another energetic day. *Though this must be the serving attitude. :)

God, bless everyone who's with a smile on face.
:D

get set, RUN

2008-08-18T00:42:00.004+08:00

Was really happy and motivated all this while.
Until one night, one dinner with friends. What
he said was bothering me, for unknown reason.
But did makes me want to strive for more and
must really go ahead and achieve something
already, especially now that I'm gonna be 21.

21 is a big number, Jiayee, as for lots of
them already at ahead of you.
Get set and RUN!

" You already start changing but do make it a little bit faster." :)
Thank you for all the helping hands.
Am really glad that in personality wise,
I'm moving forward and slowly becoming
the person I've always wanted to be.

Thanks God for making it happens.

So, now what? Start making plans and working plans.
hoho, it's like faith that I've found this on my way.

Make your plan and remember it yo, Jiayee.

Knowledge ---> Money

2008-04-24T16:12:00.005+08:00

"Formal education will make you a living;
self education will make you a fortune." ____ Jim Rohn

The amount of money the world will be willing to pay you is
directly proportionate to the knowledge you have and your
ability to put that knowledge into useful action. The more
you develop yourself, the more you are worth.
(taken from Ann Sieg- Do you know what the real wealth is?)

I'm not money minded. But knowing friends at
my age(ok...I'm 21 this year) already start building
their career and being financially independent,
can't make me think less about doing something
that can lighten my mom's burden.
Yep! Fill myself up with knowledge and
experiences and fill my wallet up, then. :D

Come! Lets be more knowledgeable,worthy, and make more money!

*sorry Gobbie...*

（又）少了一个

2008-02-11T17:17:00.000+08:00

从此少了一个

上一次，约07年11月，挥别了二娘（二伯母）。用止不住的眼泪却唤不起病重的二娘，永别。
这一次，08年初一前，送走了姨丈（兰姨uncle)。没有太多的伤感却为表弟妹的前途感叹，去向......

当时不太愿意为爱唠叨的他拍照，所以相机里只有里两张他的照片。

Shame on you, kiddie

2007-11-17T15:20:00.001+08:00

like commit suicide...so close to the vein

Sigh... I have come across news and article about bag snatcher, robber... from the paper, spread of mouth etc. Yesterday afternoon, i became the victim of robbery......

I was on my way to get my car around 4pm. Park at the usual place, a resident area just beside my college. Free place to park your car, where else can you find in the busy place like Sunway?.

I thought these 2 guys were living in the area, so i continue walking with ignorance. Who knows 1 of them rush in front of me, holding a fruit knife (not towards me...huh?)with his hand shaking. Sweat ran down his pale face, he must be doing this for the first time.

"Give~~give~~give me~~give me your bag~~~" This young Chinese guy 'order'.

"Don't want. Why（作么)?" I replied.

You may think that i'm abit slow in reaction towards danger or ridiculous because what was on my mind was,' God is watching you, kid. You gonna regret for what you're going to do in your future when you grow up.' That was what i wanted to say.

(???)Man... oh dear. Seriously this is not what a normal, mind-develped-person should be thinking during this kind of situation. I doubt + wonder why screaming is always the last time I'll think about (or I never thought of screaming). Yes, I'm slow. Can't deny it.

After some bag pulling by both victim and perpetrator, finally his friend on motorbike shouted " QUICK!!(either to me or his dumb friend)". This amateur robber pulled harder and remembered to use his knife. Then they takes off to the hell of crime, where there is no turning point...... Sinful... wakes up people!!!

From this incident, I've learn......

1. That we must be very careful when mixing around with people. Friend is either benefits or harms you. Like this young fellow(who's just around my age, i bet the he's just 5 years older than me the most), he obviously is influence by his guilty, bad best friend.

2. Samaritans are every where. A girl came out and accompanied me to clinic after this incident. Thank you. The auntie works in a shop near my college helps me 'spread' the word bout my case after she saw me in bandage, by " SHE JUST GOT ROBBED!!!" Then some of Toa stuff gather and discuss bout it. One stuff told me " Never mind, show the police report to us, then we'll replace your student card for free, never mind, don't worry, it's ok." Thanks man, thank you.

3. The power of mouth spread is huge, almost all my family members show up that night to check out on my situation. Thanks, thanks.

4. Be extra careful and watchful on all the happening around.

5. Scream ar! SCREAM!!!!!! Scream,whenever and wherever you can. (*why can't you scream???, I just don't understand you**self dialog*).

Ending...Shame on you, kid for doing this kinda of thing. Ada kaki ada tangan, do something worthy + meaningful. Kesian ibu bapa anda.

Siew Wah

2007-08-31T17:38:00.001+08:00

Just had a wonderful conversation with my dear friend, Siew Wah.

She's a Beauty, both inside and outside.

I feel extremely grateful to my dear dear God and Jesus for letting me knowing such a great person.
She helps me so much,
telling me all those things that's outside my world.
Stories and values that my mom didn't even tells or teaches me about.

I really learn a whole lot from her.
Why and How to gain more confident in oneself
(which is the 1st and most essential for a better me),
To set own target and go further,
NOT being influences by others but yet tolerant with them
(although i doubt i can do it as well as her...)...etc.
Too 'much' things she has taught and guided me through......

She's the teacher to my soul.
I thank her for being such a patient guidance.
Thank for her praising
(though she sometimes reluctant to tell... aiya why so stingy?! :p).

So much appreciation from me to Siew Wah that i could put it all into words......

More lesson and 'talk' from her yet to come...
FREE somemore...where to get?? WHERE to get???!!!

glow GLOW

2007-05-29T22:13:00.000+08:00

Being left behind since don-know-when,
now at the position where all my mates are
either walking/running in front but me kept swim in back stroke.

All these were no other's fault but me, my laziness perhaps.
A disease grow in me for such a long period.
It's time to get rid of it and turn over a new leaf.

Listen! this will be the very last time, FINAL, that I'm upset by my stupidity.

Wipe all the dust and dirt away, I'll SHINE and GLOW
together with all the blessing from GOD
:)

life of MY OWN

2007-05-17T19:35:00.000+08:00

Today, i've found a really inspiring website that sort of speaks my inner
voice(thought)...same channel/frequency...

"I feel like everyday I’m slipping more and more away from the person I’m supposed to be...
I have so many personalities inside of myself but I am trying so hard to just be one
person...Why can’t I find myself?…
finding out who you really are. I’m just sick and tired of pretending to have reactions
to situations and I feel miserable because no one can help me… but maybe it’s just me… "
_________Chelsea

**my fav answer from the website--

"in the fact you say the “person you are supposed to be” ... says who?

Maybe you are trying to be the person
you think others want you to be

rather than the person that you actually are?...
Sometimes it helps to look at what you’ve got and not what you haven’t got.
I got many personalities too, as have lots of people so nothing wrong with that..."
_______Malc

......
Yes, bother too much bout what ppl think of me...that was my biggest obstacle,
or should i say my worst enemy that held me from moving forward.

I was so freaking-crazy care about what/how ppl think of me...
I can even 'imaging' what will came out of their mouth, how their expression will be...etc
when i was planing to do certain things(walk, talk, outfit...toooo much to include).

Thank GOD, that was then...
I'm currently a free bird, maybe will still be a bit introvert/shy, but i no longer scare about
others perception(not that extreme d :p ).

All the changes due to my rising confident and self-trust. And i know
i can NEVER (ever) please everyone because

“Not everybody is going to like you, in fact there is
NO ONE who EVERYONE likes.”
____chimes

now take a big step and move forward, do what you want!
(someday i'll reach 100% in doing everything without holding back myself)
JUST DO IT!!!

:D
Salute and claps* claps* to all my friends that accept me of being who i really am.
yipee hohoo

Miao, love you always

2007-03-04T00:58:00.001+08:00

Dog.I love dog very much, they're my favourite one. No doubt. But cat...ermmm......

Trace back to 3-4 years , my bro brought back a stray cat
beside our neighbourhood. She is quite a fierce cat though...
I dont like her at all. Later on, she started to gave birth to a lot of younger one...
and then she passed away 1 year ago.

Her girl, I named it Vase( due to her 3 colours). She's a beauty.
Of course she gave birth too...

I dont really like cat, honestly. But maybe facing those cats 24/7 under a same roof...
some how did let the cats influence me a little. I began to touch them
with my finger tip, groom them a little, and even now...
hold them in my arms, sometimes nose to nose...... :)
I do think that No.2(a brown shy female)
let me get closer to cat at the very beginning.
Then came the 3 little babies which i love love love
and already own a part in my daily life.

3 of them are brother and sisters, an eldest bro, Husky, the 2nd Vanilla,
and little skinny baby sister-Chocolate. :)

*Husky ---- male
---- courageous and active boy
---- freedom craver
---- always the one who start a 'fight' with his sisters

**Vanilla ---- female
---- cute too
---- 90% of her is covered in pure white fur
---- active level=normal

***Chocolate ---- female
---- the skinny brown
---- veryvery shy
---- no so active compare to her bro and sis

This morning, 3rd of March 2007, they were sent to PAWS for adoption...
They were putted in a small cage, that's was it when I saw them...
Quite and clueless......

We can't keep them any more. Mom has asthma, and it's getting worst.
She even went and stayed in the hospital last week due to this sickness......
PAWS's person in charge inform us that aggressive pets
are very hard to be adopt by the new master, so putting them into sleep
is the only way. And that's why we still can keep the 3 elder cats
(6 in total including the kittens) coz their chances of being put to sleep
is definitely higher......

Before I left the 3 babies, I prayed for them and hopefully
God can take care of them and give them a good new master.
God Bless you, Miaoz......

Husky, Chocolate, Vanilla

happily together

6M

2007-02-14T20:20:00.000+08:00

I went to my standard 6 reunion last Saturday. It was enjoying to be surprise by some of them, because we've not meet for years and some of them've got a totally different look and style. Fasinating. Thank goodness, we still able to chat well.

:) LOve them

*lots of them didn't show out though...

*look for more pic at "http://6m1999.blogspot.com".

Pics with friendssss

2007-01-29T13:35:00.000+08:00

I love pictures of a group/bunch/gang of friends, when everyone of them with a big smile.
:)

I really love these pics, but i rarely have one(just a few perhaps) ... I think my personality does this, don't know why, i hardly mix around when there is a lot of people...haha
Thanks God, those i have bond with, are really really great people who i can talk carefree... since i'm those who can't keep words from my mouth...

I use to bla bla bla and keep things straight forward(mostly)... haha

Save me Superman

2007-01-12T12:52:00.000+08:00

1. Yesterday night...went through a really tiring conversation with me once best mate(the one that I've spend 5 or 6 years together since secondary school)...
She said among all, she trusts me and want to share everything with me the most. She said she feels really really + totally disappointed with me, because i didn't do anything to further this friendship...She's always the one who give calls and plan for gathering and me the other hand didn't do anything and even break promises...

Shucks!!!

I really hate sticking together all the time(of couse she doesn't mean staying together 24/7). For me, close friend doesn't mean we have to meet so often, just put in heart enough d la. Really have to do thing to show your appreciation?? huh?? Hey, what i got in mind, don't mean that i have to tell you right?! So Don't call+Don't meet = No sincerity in Friendship??? f

2. During my conversation with her, i ask one of my 'boyfriend'...
" Am i a person who is hard to get along with?"
He answer, 'ya, quite... because of your perfectionism. Just treat everyone the like normal ppl la, even the handicap( doesn't it means that i look down on ppl and like to judge??)'. He continues, 11 out of 10 ppl can't stand straight forwardy...bla bla bla...... Speak on the good side instead of the bad, ppl loves sweet talkings......

So, am i a jerk? I really piss off a lot of ppl?? In my opinion(and as far as i know), i'll keep my mouth shut when i'm facing those i think they can't accept straight forward ppl. And those who heard true thoughts from me are those who i feel comfortable with, because i can just be my self and tell about everything(mostly)... sigh... Worst still, i really got obstacles to get my True ideas across... Don't know why, what i got in mind came out different from my mouth...arrrrrr

3. I asked my mom the same question. She said:" you should at least talk to those you dislike, not just treat them like hollow man." ......

So, what do you think of me? Did i ever piss you off(i think so...)? Should i change my straight forward attitude?? What you hate about me? and finally, How to talk to those you don't like???(this one really hard, man)...

PLEASE TELL ME... Thank you very much
leave commentssssss

count down with KTM

2007-01-01T01:23:00.000+08:00

went through a miserable new year eve...
Bad bad bad X100,000

wait for KTM train for nearly an hour...
every second and minute counts...
gone through each like the longest time ever...

Was the most unforgettable period
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weird me_space

2006-12-27T21:11:00.000+08:00

I just pissed my good fren off...sigh

I know she really loves accompany especially me, whom she can talk all night long while i stay over night in her house(ya...girl's pillow talk). She treats me really well, much much much better than i do. She just gave me a great watch for my birthday present which she used her 1st salary and generously willing to spend it on me... Haih...i rather we just celebrate it with eating McD sundae together.

It some how give pressure on me, coz i don't think i can give as much to her as she does. She's the only child, so she need extra accompaniment while i prefer staying alone doing stuff my own. Sigh.

I go against my promise (yeah, again...). This holiday was/is full of event, new activities that i would really enjoy, instead of staying home 24/7 like those pass school holiday. And because of that, when she asked me to stay over night for days...I...I just kinda reluctant(and unlike old days, i have more things to do now).

Maybe because of different personality, our way of treating fren are not the same. As the only child, she loves being with her best buddy like forever, but staying together for such a long time will somehow scared me(like i didn't have own space and have to be really to get idea and talk to the other, coz if didn't talk is pretty weird right?!)...
Haiyo...i don't know what to do d. Sei la......

arrr...Kill You

2006-12-18T22:31:00.000+08:00

Was kinda shopping in Singapore with Amanda, Ah Sing and their sisters just now. Haha, even make up sometimes to meet Ningli since she happens to be there too. Hoho, able to grab some low cost stuff today, travel in MRT for the 1st time, walked cross the street and explored in the shopping mall...... :p

On the way back to JB, a fren sms me("wah...after all this months, he finally show up", i was kinda happy, honestly) and ask sth about designing a logo. Of course I tried my best to help him (telling him him what should he do...blablabla).

At last,
he opened up and said: 'can you help me do it?' (note*:he's not from design school).
I was like 'wahhhhh????!!! I thought you just want me to give some idea???'

Again...I felt that again. Don't know why but I keep feel that he'll only find me when he needs sth from me, neither comment, help in art, nor consultation bout his problems... Sometimes he really makes me feel tired for helping/advicing him again and again (yet he's a real pig head, sigh...)

But sadly, i can't bear my heart not to help him, since the project sounds important to him and of course he's my fren(ahhh...i want to kill him).

If he can sometimes shows me that our friendship takes some place in his heart or he won't just contact me when he's facing yet another obstacle, then I think I'll be more willing to help him...haih......
Just wait till the time I really get sick of helping him ( idoit me for seeing him as a good fren after all this)......

(pic taken from Sugar.sugar's blog) :D
here's a game for everyone of you...wahaha
http://www.xicn.net/attach/2001-10-24/17704/fun00006.swf

13----->14 Dec

2006-12-13T18:47:00.000+08:00

Few hours later, it’s gonna be my birthday yo, but I don’t feel any excitement… (cham cham cham). Maybe it’s a part of my anxiety, waiting for the expecting’s……

It is holiday every year when this day comes(confirm!), so I’d never receive any greetings from friends on my birthday (of course exclude my closer friends + family).

Until last year, 2005, I’ve gone through the happiest and grateful birthday of mine. I got messages from sooo many friends, new and old ones…Ha , thanks to the advance technology (internet + mobile phone). Although this might appear to be such a tiny winy thing for most of the ppl, but to be honest, I L.O.V.E this warm hearted greetings. I LOVE IT!!!

So what’s the gift I love most? I love every single one but the song that touches my heart and the letter my friend (gal la) wrote for me…bingo! Made me cried non stop (wuwuwu :P). Talking bout the song, Bird Day, a friend of mine composed it and send it to me at the very last minute (yeah, the ‘eleven’ hour). Surprise… or rather ‘shock’, AHHHHHH!!! Was the only word that I could say. :)

Hmmm… still a bit moody, hoho… maybe I scare that this time would no longer be the same as last year’s. Arrrrr…grow up la JY!!! 19 already but still acting like a kiddie----->cham…
Have to be much more mature d. Work harder, save money, work harder, think deeper, work harder, laugh louder then work harder again!!! :)

i'm a ice-cream fanatic...hoho

byebye 2006

2006-12-09T20:47:00.000+08:00

I'm going to put a full stop to year 2006. This year was not a very smooth sailing year for me. Lots of obstacle and problem I've face. A bit hectic + chaos (of course many 'thanks' to my very last minute attitude [ it shucks]).

The biggest gift i got from this year was definately friendship from either new or old friend. My friends are GREAT, GREAT + GREAT. Just love my friendssss.

The 1st one i really feel grateful to is Xydra( a super duper nice girl i just met in my 2nd year). Oh, i can never forget those hourssss and days I've spend in her hostel, using her computer for at least 5-6 hours just to do my assignments(my com broke down and died). I was like totally own her computer. I know that she's rushing assignments too, until she borrowed her roommate's com but still let me go on with my work. Appreciates that A LOT, THANK YOU to Xydra.
Thanks to S.WAh too, for lending me without even asking any question.

Hmmm...wat else? Yeah, still got zillion of thank you to every single one that've showed/give a helping hand to me. Thanks to Ah Poo, too, for being my private-walking -dictionary+tutor. Haha...he got so use to it untill he just go on and teach me new vocabulary without me even asking...lol. But this one is a limited dictionary la. ( "No 'la' in proper English", Mr Poo. "Okok, sorry ar....oopss" )

And many many more (refer to earlier post...ahha)...THANK YOU, YOU GUYs !!!

Thank you, Terima kasih, Xie Xie, Kam Xia, Mmm Goi, Arigato......

Sepet & Gubra

2006-11-20T13:31:00.000+08:00

I watched Gubra yesterday, AHHHHHHHHHh I LOVE IT. It's like Sepet, both are Great movie (who said local movie has 0% of quality????).

Sepet and Gubra puts the same spell on me, for twice, my tears drop at the end of the movie (tak tau kenapa). Just cried for no reason, maybe it touches some part of my heart...call me weirdo, thank you......

In Gubra, Orked's husband (don't care bout his name) trying to resue their marriage after Orked discovered his affair with Latifah (i think...). This was what he(the jerk) said...

"...she(the 3rd person) is just a piece of meat, not more than a mistake......" Jerk

what???!!! The Jerk made my blood boiled. Women to his is nothing but a piece of Meat? So he really enjoyed fucking a piece of meat for 8 times? How ridiculus...... go to hell... *ah...my anger released* why am i got mad towards an unreal character??? sot liao

Last but not least, pls go and watch both movies, Sepet & Gubra if you haven't. Don't worry bout spending +- 2 hours in it, IT WORTHS , ok. Yasmin rocks!!!

LOVE IT

LOVE LOVE IT

**i definately miss Ah Long, muaks***

"HERE NO MAID..." by old ass

2006-11-03T11:03:00.000+08:00

Went to PAWS for moral community service yesterday......

Sarah (the person in charge) showed us lots of the inside, how the animal came into PAWS, the past of the animal (some of them've been choked, no feeding by the ex-owner...).

We get to PAWS at 10am and work till 1pm. We walked the doggies twice and play with the cats after the doggies......

Then my worst night mare came in after the walking the 2nd-batch-dogs. We went into the one and only office in PAWS to rest for a bit after walking under the hot hot sun. Of course, some of us didn't bring own water bottle and use the cups in office ( Sarah offered us the cups and water ). So after drinking, we HUMAN BEING washed it...CLEAN CLEAN CLEAN !!! We don't know where's the container and we put (arrange) the 4 cups on the table.

THEN, a old old man (person in charge also) come straight to me and HE SPEAK...

" HERE HAS NO MAID !!! WASH THE CUPS AND PUT IT BACK INTO THE CONTAINER !!!......." old Ass

"We already washed it but...... " Me

old Ass continued + repeated "...WE DON'T HAVE MAID HERE, WASH IT AND PUT IT BACK............................"

"..............." Me (totally being ignored)

hey, Old Ass!!! We don't know where the heck is the container, you think we don't know manner aren't you?! DAMN YOU!!! I really really want to fight back but I know I'll make the situation worse if i do coz everyone (include Sarah) were in the office (of course other can't hear our conversation)......

Beside this stupid Old Ass, my time in PAWS is quite good (though i didn't really feel much sincerity from them, atleast not as i expected... ) We come here and try to help the poor animal, although is for moral course but why do we pick PAWS????!!!! Apprecciate a bit la!!!
Maybe those previous batch(ppl who came) didnt really give you guys a good impression but for us, we REALLY PUT IN EFFORT AND DO IT BEST already!!!

really hope the Old man live can live longer and yeah, keep on smoking. Bye bye Old ass.

helo OLD FRIEND

2006-10-29T01:48:00.000+08:00

Went to a wedding dinner just now, and met an old classmate of mine. We had dinner at the same table along with his family and my relatives...

Couple glasses of beer went down his throut, and out of the blue, he started to tell us bout his past......

He's a gangster, i know......

He talked...on and on...telling us what he'd done wrongly in the early years......

He had his 1st sex at the age of 13(while i just go to school and stay home 24/7). After that he gave in to real Bad habit= Black mail weaker student, get money from them--the so call ' money for protection' ; smoke+drink...a lot ; dump girl and getting her back after she'd put off weight (when she became prettier) ; putting pills into countless of targeted sexy chick and then bring them home for sex since 13yr old...... The worst is make a girl pregnant and call her to go for an abortion "GO and ABORT IT, rm700-800 only ma..."......

He even lend money to his best buddy and end up receiving a cold shoulder from his 'best' friend when he's in need for help......

He told me not to trust anyone easily(esp man), always on alert to prevent danger, do not cheat and avoid being cheat by others, esp in relationship coz female always lose more than man......

He told everything, in front of his family, his relatives......without any hesitation. Giving advices from his own experiance...and me just sat there and listen to him. His previous world is the total opposite of mine, and i never thought those things really exist, not just in drama/movies......

His family are very open minded with this. They accept him and glad seeing he changed for good(also because he's not the only doing this).

He gone through so many things, he gain and lose everytime. He's a real protector for his younger brother, prevent this bro from following his old path, teach and share every single experiance with him, showing him the good and bad examples......

After atleast 2 bottles of beer, 3 or 4 cigarettes( by him), the dinner comes to an end. We all went back home......

besides he's a heavy smoker+drinker, i quite like his attitude for being so REAL and true to everyone bout his past. Like his real sense of humour, can't stop laughing when he talks... I like him.

UGLY

2006-10-21T21:56:00.000+08:00

tthis whole afternoon was a terrible + shuckiest day...sigh sigh sigh
I felt sooooooo damn bad about myself, can't think of anything to in me worth to be cheer for. Darn it!!! Went to shopping for few hours, got into some boutiques, when i look into the mirror...Oh Dear! how ugly i am, dull face, boring attitude, pimple popping up like hell, stupid, anoying, old + fat...etc

Today was so not my day, luckly i got back home and found out family members all went out, left myself alone. I like it... feel so quiet( like to see no one during bad time, other ppl sure kena if were around me). Playing piano to release my emotion, bang it as louder than the pieces should be, hoho luckly no one aside coz it's all out of beat :P

Despite my horrible look, my brain is not working very well, not even up to the bar. My design, thumbs almost all been rejected. I just plain poor in designing... Packaging design is my worst night mare, i want to do a great one but......sigh... Feel so low... ahhhhhhhhhh
And more, everything is against me right now(wat u expect? BAD MOOD la)...wuwuwuwuwuwuwu. even got problem with a friend of mine, realising some problem getting along or am i just simply make the thing worst or i just thinking stupid stuff......wuwuwuwuuwuwuwu

looking forrrrwardddddddddddddddddd

Getting a NEW LIFE

2006-10-08T22:35:00.000+08:00

waHoo...I already drove for 1 whole week. Everything is getting better, i know when to change gear, when to step on the brake...blablabla. Though i still facing 'die fire' somtimes (how to say it in English,ppl?), but already driving much more better than i've expected, of course not crushing car (was a close call, ooppsss...). Next goal is to park my car nicely + accurately + without wasting too much to figure out the space, the angle...everything.

Was also a kinda miserable week for a friend of mine, I don't know why there's such a pessimistic person on earth. No matter how I tried to console him, he still on the negative side ( I can never comfort moody ppl, i sucks in this field).

As a friend, i can't see him kill himself (though i really think he should if he has no soul in the body). Then i really really tried hard to give advisessssssss, but still doesnt seem to work. Why can a ppl be such moody? I advice until i started to get a bit exhausted, will sure beat him if i'm facing him......

Super Lucky that i'm not those pessimistic type, I still have a lot to do, family+ friends to love...hohoho. I got into Ad1 and met whole bunch of gila ppl, really really like them. And i've got my best buddy advicesssss and trying to expand my social circle+life, so will be joining (i think) more outdoors activities instate of staying in the 'comfort' zone all the time.

Woohoooooo...anticipating...ting ting ting ting :)
*happy happy**

in the Box...

2006-09-30T23:56:00.001+08:00

Sang from 3.30pm to 9 at night yesterday in the Box...now starting to have sore throat.

It was a quite ok time over there...sang sang sang and sang more than i've expected. It was a meet up with my friend after months (more like 1 year) of not seeing.
After some consideration that 2 ppl singing for whole day is a bit too bore, so this friend brought his other friend along. His friend was so quite and don't really sing, he just sat there untill he slept(......). haih......I thought my friend will bring super fun pal and join us, but obviously it turned out to be a completely different person. Should've bring a suitable person for suitable situation. Then...well...left us 2 who heat(trying to...) up the atmosphere.

After reached home, i started to think......think...think......think......

...Usually I'm the most quiet one in the whole gang (i enjoy watching talkactive ppl's expression till i 'forget' to talk/sometimes just no idea how to continue...TRUE!!! trust me in this). I imaging myself in that Quiet Fellow position and my frens're in my shoe. Oh gosh...then i'm just like that fellow!!!!!! quite ignoring huh???!!! like a huge Light Bulb *crycrycrycrycrycrycry****
haih......i hope either ppl will get used me or i can change this stupid behaviour as soon as possible (already getting better since X years lo...wei)

(back to the red Box thingy...) In short, i quite like it since i can met with my long-time-no-see-and-talk-fren. He can sing well, and i think he quite like my voice since he said 'keep up the singing aar...'. hmmm...ok la......nyek nyek nyek nyek

:) hehe

*hope my friend won't find out bout those erhmmm......if not veli tai wok***

gotacar,gotacar,gotacar

2006-09-24T23:49:00.000+08:00

Today, mom finally hand over her old car to me(still quite reluntantly...but her new baby---brand new car, has arrived,so...no choice ). From keep asking her to let me drive till now, wohoo...I got a car, my car,my own property and i'm driving it...... I'm so scare to drive laaaaaaaa...tolong!*shaking**

I was so 'brave' and keep on being exited ' asking' mom to let me drive when it's not mine, but when it is REALLY mine it's another story. Maybe I'm just lack of practise(for...erm... months??? i perhaps). My friends can drive, my younger cousin can drive, my younger bro even 'teaches' me when to change the cluth!!! Ahhhh, KILL HIM!!!How dare you!! Acting to be smarter than me??? NO WAY! Saya pernah gone through trainning, you know?!(hours learning in Metro). bleh......

Sigh......

I even got some advices from Ah Sing when i tell her about this. Since she was once a...erm... not so good kinda driver, so maybe i can learn from her real true experiance+ssssss. Wahahahaahahha

So, will(might) be driving to college this week.AHHHHH...... GOD, bless me GOD.

8D

Missing You...

2006-08-28T02:27:00.000+08:00

Was carefully see through my precious photos in NS again (this is the countless time already). I smile while seeing every single one of these...Images and slides of life in the camp keep poping up. All the moment, ups and downs (don't really have any 'down' actually...haha), face expressions, body movements of all the trainees, words they've said... keep showing up to me :)

3 months was not enough for me... First few weeks was letting us adapted into the environment, then the last 2 months was just the beginnning. We...ok...I started to join and play with full heart+soul+body only when it turns to the second month of training. Yeah, i was and still am SLOW in making relationship... Luckly I took a lot of photos during the training days (although the old camera shucks...hmmm...). My collection of 'NS Days' is 3 full-thick-medium size-album, most in 4R size...geng le...wahahaha. I captured like nothing should be missed, meaning, almost every single thing, from people to building to...erm...everything la :)

After 3 months from NS (Terengganu, Merang Suria), life was bored and don't really feel like belonging into the outside world, was so empty, and not sceduled at the beginning. I still miss those days. Now, back to 28 Aug 2006. Some of the friends were lost contact, even those who're still in touch with are difficult (i mean, VERY HARD!!!) to gather and meet, because everyone has their own business to deal with and holidays are not always coincidentally fall on the same day...some doesn't have internet...haih......

I MISS YOU GUYSSSS and GALSSSSS

I LOVE NS...despite the hot sun that caused thousand of pimplesss on my face, already not beauty still making it worse...i hate you!!!...sob sob sob... If I was given the chance to turn the time and go back there, I swear I will ROCK it harder and harderrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr 8D

***oh yeah!!! Beside my camp there is a resort (seaside), walk along the beach and woolaa...will reach my camp, then i can sneak peak and go indise...curi-curi...hehehehe**

Snapping Fun

2006-08-25T01:08:00.000+08:00

I really want a great and powerfull camera which can fullfill my 'desires' of snapping photo. Ar...my digital camera is now working well for me... It's not fast enough and totally non-anti-shake, even i switch it into 'sport' mode. Although it has the enough 'zoooooom' for normal use, but when it comes to special situation, it's just not enough. We're going to get a camera next term (from what i heard). Yeah,great!!! Professional camera is what i need + love, despite the killing price......

Below are part of the 'shakiesss' :

yeah...there's 'kick-boxing' in WuShu

above all pics taken from First World Junior WuShu Championship (2006 Malaysia) held and still going on in Cheras Badminton Stadium. *Malaysia's doing good :D **

soooo...any camera sponsor??? hmm??? 8D

Blog

2006-08-25T00:14:00.000+08:00

I'm a 50% pure blogger,not those who keep on blogging for 24hours/7 days... I started bloging on...erm...someday in 2006. And now i quite like to read people's blog (interestin people only), it has slowly become a habit of mine, already is, must get to their blog and 'yoyo' check it out. From blogs i 'dicovered' from newspaper to blogger recommended by my friends...these people are good, in fact great (only indicate to bloggers i respect to). I really learn and jump out of my tempurung after reading their post (baby frog i am). Also let me think about the unknowledgeable me...IT IS TIME TO CHANGE......

Wahhhhh...why are they so cool + geng???!!! Interesting people, Talented one, Award Winner, Famous people, Knowledgeable...(due to limited space,cant describe it all)... wahhhhh...inpressive...

Yeah, by writing blog, we learn, give, and share.... But for the expressing feelings and thoughts part, isn't this means that people nowadays is lacking/losing the ability to communicate face to face??? think about it...people who can write great story on net, people who 'talks' non-stop in msn, are... maybe those who're the opposite in 'real life'......aiya......(seems like this paragraph is a bit...erm...has no connection with what i really want to say...hehe...)

Quotes

2006-08-23T02:54:00.000+08:00

Read Yasmin's blog and found some nice qoutes by her and famous elders. I agree to what she said and really like/love those inspiring ones......

“How vain it is to sit down to write, when you have not stood up to live.” ---- Henry David Thoreau, 1817 - 1862

"a filmmaker is fundamentally no different from a novelist or a poet,
or even a painter or photographer. "----Yasmin

"...put across a feeling we have about humanity, as we observe it."----Yasmin

"feelings and observations must stem from a clear intention, and a sincere personal concern for the human condition. No use pretending, because sooner or later, the viewer
or reader will see through your mask."(geng)----Yasmin

"...the way to start writing isn’t by writing at all, but by living. It isn’t about creating something from thin air, but about documenting our personal feelings about the things that
we see."----Yasmin

"...how are you going to be a storyteller if you have no story to tell? "----Yasmin

"...there are no such things as creative people; there are only sharp observers with sensitive hearts." ----Yasmin

“Painting cannot be taught,it can only be found.” -----Picasso

“It is like riding a bicycle. I can give you a rough idea of how to do it, but in the end, you’ll have to feel your own way through.”---- Ali Mohamed

"A poem begins as a lump in the throat, a sense of wrong, a homesickness, a lovesickness." ---- Robert Frost, 1874 - 1963

“A man travels the world in search of what he needs, and returns home to find it.” –--- George Moore, 1873 - 1958

**qoutes from Film and Feeling* www.yasminthestoryteller.blogspot.com**

Yes, as a storyteller we have to be more sensitive than others. Anything in life can be told...story about a dog, a moment, a smile... observe to the max and you'll see and found out there is more than just you, yourself in this world.

actually you don't even have to read her post, coz i already qouted it all(almost all the classic one). hehehehe~~~

Rush It !!! Perspec

2006-08-22T00:18:00.000+08:00

Again rushing to meet the date(dead) line, 3pm...no more than that,no even a sec! So i rush from 7.30am till 2.55pm.

So Lucky that i met ZQ them all at McD this morning...wahahaha...seriouly thank ZQ for helping(a lot+a lot)...since he offered it then i...erm...shouldn't reject it...how can i refuse a friend's help??? helping each other is a very good value that everyone should has...help me help me help me...

After McD,me and ah poo went up to the discussion room and continue working...oh ho...ah poo ponteng and get caught...how careless 8)

Time flies especially when you're in need of it...It was 2.59pm and i was still shading. Ah poo 'shouted' out loud "mount it...SERIOULY MOUNT ITTTTTTTT!!!!!!!! Wah...got shock by him and i cut cut cut and cut the antique black as fast as i could (ah poo asked after submition :"why you can mount it in 1min while i took 10mins ar?"...i replied:" I didnt measure it ma...(duh...ahha)"

Wohoo...after submission,ah poo decided,he has never be braver, to confess to his lecturer (who SAW him doing sth else but attending his class) the 'reason' behind failing to attend the class...of course he lied...bad boy...hahahaha

Finally the perspect-war-day ends with my 1st and yummy caramel coffee at Kopi Bean...(huh? 1st time drinking this??? Yala...can not meh?! expensive ma...thank you) :)

PRETTY GOOD

2006-08-10T23:10:00.000+08:00

Ahahahahaa...finally we've done and pass the Culture presentation... yipeeeeeeee*** so glad that Mark said ours was PRETTY GOOD...wahahaha...never expect it from him...vee*vee*vee*vee*vee***

jumping on the cloud 9.................................................

I was so scared before the presentation...you know la,my english is so poor,i scared that i'll like "erm...actually ah..this.. this.. this...erm..this.............." in my presentation.Luckly and thank god,i didnt screw it up,though it wasn't that fluent but still ok la....AHAHAHAHAHHAHAA......

Thanks to all my member...we atleast did work well in this...hohohoho.... 8D

Friend Friendsss

2006-08-05T13:24:00.001+08:00

Yesterday...ei? No...This Thursday . 3rd August 2006 . I've went to a battle.Ahahaha...presenting our ultimate Adsss. I was so worried in the past few days,coz just 2 of us(me + amanda) in the 'group',and we have-must to be very good in our ad and presentation as we definately dont want to be look down by others ( [dialogue] the other speaking :'huh???just 2 of you in a 'group'??? mmm hai gua???) So! We just can affort to lose in this!!!

We faced lots and lots of problem in converting the video tape into cd. Hey,we just start to put in the tape into the machine(in toa's lab) at 11am...gasp~~ our class start at 5.30pm 8( and erm...i dont know how to edit lo...Fortunately,my forever-com-teacher,Kian ming reached in time(he ponteng class...naughty) and teach me...50% was doing it for me...hehehe...

Huuuula...our +-36 sec Tvc was done...ahahaha...though the 42sec one is much better(everyone say so...cry*). Haih...i thought 30sec 's tvc is the max(lecturer allow us to do 30sec to 1 min...why nobody is telling me this?!), so i kept cut cut cut and cut......without fail...die*

*fast-forward**fast-forward**fast-forward**fast-forward**fast-forward**fast-forward****

Eventually,our presentation turn out...well...quite ok...better than i thought(although no one is listening), BUT being praise by our lecturer. He said he's impressed by 2 of us making this far and done a pretty good job. AHahahahah...was over the moon+jumping non-stop in the cloud nine at that moment 8D

sooooooooooo thankfull to all that've lend a hand(some lend 2 hands...some 2 feets...some even the whole body...ahahahaha...)

*Thank you sooooo much to :-

Jesus+God -for blessing me...hohoho

Amanda -my open minded partner... i can do what i want in my design and
she wont cross over and disturd...hehe
Kian Ming -my super+forever-com-teacher...solve all the com problemsss +
being so patient...ahha
Gin Sing -supporting all the way and giving comments in our tvc...which
decrease my confident...aiya
Jacy -act without Ng...sometime got a bit ng also la...hoho
Kevin -for giving comments...thanks
Abby+Uchin -for offering help...thank you so much
Jia Huey -Carrying all those stuff during our video shooting...kuli...pai seh la

and more......

*Really THANKFULL TO ALL MY FRIENDS...make me realise that though we might not be as close as i thought, but you do willing to help and make it through...THANK YOU VERY MUCH...dont know what to say except thank you...haih...limited vocabulary :) ***

Shoot shoot shooting*Day

2006-07-30T16:49:00.000+08:00

Ahhhhh...so much to do for my(our) AD Principles...the P.cane tvc + press ads. Finally done all the shooting part but left the editting to do...tiring :( , fun also la...haha....

It was my very first time as the super-talented-director...wahahahaha. Because of my 'great talent(???)' everything goes smoothly...ahhahahaha...(is the model [actress] good work that make it through...honestly...no NG). But of course not everything goes smooth as the smooth sailling boat, we've been complain by the worker in P.cane tea house...because the model...erm...well...some how born with a very clear voice...her voice somehow louder than normal one...ahha 8D

Hoooooo...very nervous and worry for our ads and presentation...just 3 days to go, 2 people doing the whole task, and 1 chance.. jia you jia yee ***

HOLLY MISSION

2006-07-27T00:01:00.001+08:00

Wed-day,suppose to stay home and relaxing.Life just love to go against,due to Cultural class,i got into bus and travel up to KL Sentral in order to make it to the Citra Warna for Org Asli performance(have to get some info and pictures yo).After meeting Dora,we started our 1 hour bus-journey to LCC Terminal(LCCT).She said the event is held over there.

Reach there,browse around,even ask the receptionist......WHAT?????!!!!! They dont know what is it all about...oh gosh.After been given the M'sia Tourism,Dora call M.Tourism and asked...hmmmm...IT IS NOT HELD IN LCCT...then where is it? oh...it's held in KLIA...never mind,we still have time,the event start at 5.30pm.It was 4.35pm,KLIA is quite near though,we can make it!!! YES, WE CAN !

Wowowow...Rm 1.50 for nearly 20mins journey...Here we come,good performance....

Don't know we're being curse or not,after consult some worker over there,they kinda making fun on our HOLLY MISSION.WEI! It's holly...very.... YEP! I'm totally correct in this...YES!WE ARE 100% SURE UNDER A CURSE!!! "There's nothing held in here,hey miss,THIS IS THE KUALA LUMPUR INTERNATIONAL AIRPORT...expecting some performance over here???!!!"...(quotes of one of the stuff...smilling...or i suppose evil laughing...)

Filled with disappointment,we went up stair with a glipse of hope,hoping that those are just foolssssss not knowing the FAMOUS KL exhibition(Citra warna) are 'actually' going on over here,this lovely airport.'Hahaha',those people were right,after being confirmed(twice...and more) with the M.Tourism fellow.

Now curse the M.Tourism guy/girl,he or she mistaken us,thought that we're...(i dont know,not me hearing from he/she).In conclusion just SHUCKS!

Then we took our Burger King 'lunner'(lunch+dinner).GREAT!!! All the way from KL to SEPANG,nearly 2 hours journey,time + money spend...just to taste the WONDERFULL BURGER,not else place but JUST IN KLIA. Geng. Say cheer to us,plsssss.... =D

Though quite a misserable 'trip',but dont know why i dont blame/hate Dora for this(next time must do more research about the particular event,venue etc)...haih but 'sigh' for my money and 6-wasted-hours.Ahha,atleast meet some BLUE EYES beauties,women and man...wah...nice blue eyes and hey,there's a place call LCCT(i'm Marion's katak)...yeah,choose Air Asia...your best travel mate. ;p

Ohhhh...sakit-nya kaki aku....

A time in Bus

2006-07-03T01:37:00.001+08:00

Get into bus and went back like normal life....erm...which day? already forgotten...hehehehe

*fffffast-forwarddddddd*fffffast-forwarddddddd*fffffast-forwarddddddd*fffffast-forwarddddddd*fffffast-forwarddddddd**
stood in the bus...radio turned on...came the nice voice from the DJ. He's telling a Love Story about a boy & a girl(name also the same=Boy + Girl...(must be too lazy to get a proper name for them...haih...)-the same love story...you get the idea.*comman korean story--die die die*

The story goes on...i was listening. Sth cross my mind(is great to use 'sth' when you don't know how to express)...i turn and look around... Woo...to my surprise (huge one) every single one (each sardin) was in silent and listen to the story from air...they do look so...The time just freezed, and stop...only for that. It was really nice,the atmosphere i mean.

After the story,everything,everyone's 'back normal'. I take bus almost everyday,if everyday's like this-quiet and peacefull...won't it be great(for me). I just can't stand those bad-taste-ignoring-but-can't-coz-too-noisy-crazy-Rock song. Those are not even song but a bunch of freaks kept on shouting,throat pun pecah.***seriosuly want them to stop giving us-passenger a peace in mind**

Thought taking bus is veryveryveryvery inconveniance but i actually quite like it(traveling in bus exclude the waiting part). I'm able to meet(see) lots of people,all the faces...cute,pretty,ugly,old,young,child...leng chai not yet--sad...

*vee*vee*vee*vee*vee*vee*vee*vee*vee*vee*vee**vee*vee*vee*vee*vee*vee*vee*vee*vee*vee*vee**vee*vee*vee*vee*vee*vee*vee*vee*vee*vee*vee*

1st Day Out

2006-05-13T03:23:00.000+08:00

1st blog,1st post,1st day of work too..in Pa and Ma Chop chop Chop (with my cousin). Stood for 6 hours...tired+exhausted (my lovely legs).

Met lot of people during work. Workers over there are quite nice..Has ONE I shall not forget mention_a guy,worker-Keep talking none stop...round and round the same old topic from 6pm(start) to 12am(off)...blablablablabla...sigh

God. To be friendly,i cant just call him shut up and walk away,right?! Then i suffered...I'm those who cant-get-lots-of-topic-and-talk kind,but still have to continue to chat with him......sei lo...i still have 2 more days to go.And I (sob...sob) gave him my hp no. d(relunctuntly).Should I spam his no. in my cell phone? Yeah,should be.You might think that I'm bad to have this kind of thoughts and feeling(dislike-ness) towards him...but not just me k?! My cousin,and a worker too-coz i just get closer to this 2 for the time being.........................

Waiter and waitress is not an easy job,what i really mean is they have to stand for a veryveryveryveryveryvery long period. And as a newbies in taking order,is quite...erm...not as easy as i thought it was coz people might speaks at the same time...........so be more understanding and speak 1 by 1 at a time when you order....oh yeah..for those who can remember all the menu without jotting it down=genius

Customer----some are sweet like honey,some are(just 1 or 2) good looking**people-watching during work..hohoho...leng chai...**,some are yong shui,some are generous***got tips...wahahahahahahaha...what i liked the most***,some are kid,some are young adult,some old,some veryvery old.....etc

To conclude=Dont work in restaurant.Dont be a waiter.

byebye :9

*oh...the salary is very low*